Changes

So...I'm leaving town soon (most of you who actually read this know that already)

I'm going up to Washington state, shortly after the wonderful Christmas season. So let me add another thing to that list of things and changes that December will bring about--a change of address.

It won't be for long, most likely just around a month but it will be nice. Very nice. No children (although I do love the little angels :) ) no job to have to worry about, just kind of lazing around for a month. Taking a vacation.

And yet I'm still a little scared. I don't know why, this isn't anything I haven't done before. I go up to Washington every year, and it's not as if I'm going to alone, I'm staying with my loving sister and her husband, but I'm still a little scared.

Maybe it's because for some reason this just seems so final. I know it's not, but it seems to be. That and I have absolutely no clue what I'll do afterwards. Of course I've been kind of playing it by ear since around September.

I find it a little ironic that my senior year was when my world fell apart around me. I used to have it so together--I had a nice little plan to last me for a while. I knew what I wanted to do, when I wanted to do it, even where I wanted to do it and now? Yeah I have no idea.

Everything that seemed so certain, so black and white has turned to gray. What do you even do when you get to this point?

Well, I'm hoping that Washington will help me find my answer. I generally find that when I go up to Washington my head clears and things become simpler, I'm hoping for that!

I'll miss Utah though, some parts of it I will most definately miss.

But it's not forever!

Life changes so fast! So fast...